Scenario #1 - Drinks at a cute College Street bar for Friday night. Good scene. Flowing conversation. A little awkward at moments, but overall a good date. He's nice, looks like Jason Biggs(ish), very sweet, endearing mannerisms; he's a gentleman. Not a lot of spark, but definitely worth a second date.
Scenario #2 - Dinner at an upscale restaurant downtown. Never in a million years would I go there as a casual thing. This is an anniversary-worthy establishment. He's sweet, smart, established, engaged once, married once - now separated, Bay Street meets creative genius. I dig it, but I can't think about kissing it...I mean, him. No butterflies, but I'll give it a second shot.
Scenario # 3 - Casual friends. Continuous rounds of dirty texting, flirting, and cute getting-to-know-eachother moments.
All nice looking
All successful
All nice guys
All menches
All interested in me.
...But I am NOT interested in them! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???
Why am I not attracted to anyone lately? I dream of a three-year-ago ex on a semi-regular basis, hoping he'll change and come back to me, when deep down I know he's not for me long-term either.
I just don't get it.
I've lost my mojo.
I have better dreams about Dr. McDreamy (I know it's pathetic) than any man I've ever dated or who is currently courting me.
SERIOUSLY?!!!!
WHAT IS MY PROBLEM?
Slap me stupid and call me Stella...'cause I seriously need to get my groove back.
...So...anyone got a cute 30-something Jewish bachelor with his shit together to send my way?
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